Am Yisrael Chai
Yom Ha'atzmaut and what it means to me.
Today is Israeli Independence Day, a holiday that holds deep significance for me. Israel's history has been intertwined with my family for generations; half of my ancestors were instrumental in fundraising for it’s establishment. The other half, while not Jewish, would be the reason for the title of my future memoir, "Ham on Matzah." Identifying as Jew as a kid wasn’t easy and often a bit confusing. As I grew up I realized how much that identity was something that I took tremendous pride in.
In 1991, my brother's move to Israel for studies turned into a permanent residency, leading him to serve in the IDF. Communication was sparse then, with letters and infrequent phone calls being our main connection in an era before cell phones. Israel became even more complex to me as a nation that my brother literally sacrificed his life to defend.
Fast forward to my college years at UWM, where I encountered disturbing banners equating Israel's actions to Nazi atrocities and antisemitic caricatures targeting Israeli leaders. This prompted me to join a college advocacy group that had us traveling to AIPAC in DC, where I lobbied congressmen for support of Israel. My commitment to understanding Israel's complexities led me to defer college for a year to travel there.
In 1998-99 I experienced 4 months of life on a kibbutz in the North near an Arab village. I studied Jewish mysticism in Z’fat, explored neighboring countries like Jordan and Egypt, climbed Mt. Sinai at night, and watched the sunrise from its summit. I finished off my year in Jerusalem, playing Shesh Pesh (backgammon) with old Israeli men, talking Jewish philosophy on Saturday afternoons in the park, and worked in the day at a non profit organization and bartended at night at the Blue Hole Pub. These experiences allowed me to witness firsthand the coexistence and challenges faced by Israelis and their neighbors. I marveled at Israel's democratic spirit amidst the turmoil of the region. Despite its imperfections and internal struggles, Israel's resilience and innovation continue to inspire me with each return visit.
Israel may face unique scrutiny, but it stands as a testament to survival, progress, and the enduring spirit of its people. I am open to having more conversations about the history there because I know quite a bit about it. I am expressing where much of my heart lies right now. Below are are a few things I am absorbing right now and think are worthy of your time.
XX,
Jessie
What I am listening to…
Campus Protests, Antisemitism, and Western Values: Loved every minute of Sam Harris’ latest show.
What I am reading…
The Holocaust: And Unfinished Story: Dan Stone seeks to amend and expand our understanding of the Holocaust.
What I am watching…
Screams Before Silence: A documentary film on the sexual violence committed by Hamas on October 7, 2023.
What I am wearing…
What I am doing to stay sane…
Walking in the park and connecting with the people I love.
What I am excited for …
Join me and the Shop Repurpose community to celebrate the spring season and toast a social good cheers while enjoying stunning Central Park views on a terrace! I promise the evening will be filled with heart, laughter, and great company. Please RSVP HERE to reserve your spot and I hope to see you there.
